Sunday, May 9, 2010

just awesome;;

just listen, dont say much, DONT ask "why?" and say sorry.
- amanda

.. The advice that contradicts every part of my personality.. Even so I complied. I just listened, listened to the conversation go from me being deceitful to being a slut. I personally thought it was unnecessary, but hey, isn’t that what everyone else thinks anyways? Why not throw in mum and dad believing it too?
The conclusion to our wonderful 'chat' is that I’m a disappointment, and as I can only take it.. That they want me gone. Perfect or gone.
Well I will be soon cause I’m sure as hell not perfect, I’ll leave you whenever I can . maybe I should just run away.. Catch a bus and not know where its going. start over. new life. new people.
yuck I’m sounding dramatic. fuck it..



who cares right?

1 comment:

  1. Lydia, is this about that "talk" your parents gave you?
    Don't run away, we love you too much. Even if I happen to be in Sydney !
    xx

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