hmmm;;

blank..

hmm, i really want to write another blog. i have wanted to for a while now. but every time i sit here, ready to write, i just ..blank.

usually it's because if i do have something to say, its so obvious. i don't have to blog it to let someone know I'm pissed at them, and it isn't nice; and then it goes how it always does, you make up and then everyone else sees your nasty post on the Internet. mmm bad move, think I'll avoid it.
so then, what to write?? what's happened in the life of Lydia? okay, well we have.. school, an electricity black out - which btw totally sucked, making notices for babysitting - yes you read right, babysitting :s, Ooo and Shelby's 18th. hmm, that's something to write about ..

well here we go. i went to a party where i knew people, but didn't have any friends.. very awkward, my solution.. join into a drinking game. yeahhh.. .. alot of alcohol THAT quickly doesn't go well with me and hence i became the drunk girl being looked after by some random who i don't even know.
the points of the night i remember:
-telling some random ranger that lots of people don't like him;
-blank;
-Pru hugging me for ages;
-dancing drunkenly on a platform higher than the dance floor;
-blank;
-some guy telling me i didn't know anything about my life cause i was just a baby;
-blank;
-oh and blank.

drank wayyy over my limit.
anyways.. I'm fair sure that the birthday girl had an awesome time :)

promise .. next party i shall be sober.